Scared, tired. Weary. Confused. Wondering what to do.
Much happening in my corner of the world. Unthinkable things. Yet even as write this I
know others have had much worse times or to go through.
This is life on life's terms at the age we are. Pneumonia, early (or late) ALZ - dementia due
to what we did or did not do previously?
Having to tuck away a loved one for safety, yours and theirs after years of being partners
and equals.
Looking forward to time to come - well deserved and planned for and can't enjoy due to
what has shown up at the door. Uninvited. Unasked.
It is not leaving that is terrifying but the time in between.
lexio daveena - is when God speaks to you - the route.
Just tell me - I hardly have the patience for listening through others scripture or pain.
Will we/I have a year from now?
Too many willows in the prairie. Too many miles to drive.
Too many hostess gifts and thought full "shoulds" to do.
Its hard being a good girl.
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