Two consecutive days a post

I wrote something yesterday.  Today I am back.  Buddy and I went to the beach at the end of 12th street.  We walked on the beach.

I am low,  I look around and wonder what I am doing here.  I am not sure why this place is makes me feel the way I do.  I am not sure if things will be more engaging if I have more time.  It could be worse.   The place looks junky.  Do I sound arrogant?  I could be, feels like a third world country.  Looks like a home to Walmart people.

I know I am a little frustrated because it is difficult to walk as far or as long as I want to.  Buddy is old and tired - he can't walk that far.  I don't want to leave him here alone.  He has started to "act out".   He is a cutie, curled up on the couch.

I know partly why I feel sad and depressed is due to the political scene.  I can hardly stand this idiot who is the president.  Very scary and depressing. 

Regarding work - the Solution is a mess.

I am tired of clients being so frustrated.   River view from deck and front door.  Buddy at the front door deck.  So far wonderful weather, ocean in view!  Walked Clatsop today - most of the usual walk.  Need to temper the walk due to our advanced age!  Ha!

In the photo of the deck - high tide. The island barely above water. 

Budget Blinds of Gearhart - new blinds in the bedrooms.  I chatted with the owner - a retired (young) from Symantec's.   Lives on the beach,  owns several businesses up and down the Oregon coast.   Maybe something like that?  Post Corporate work?   I felt less than and a little jealous.   People with more resources and money than me/us.   Comparisons are not helpful.  Be grateful.